Day 43 : The Truth is…

I’m drowning….

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.
Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 42 : The Truth is…

No matter the strides I make to be well, eating right, exercise, self care, church, etc. I still have this looming darkness hovering in the distance just biding it’s time until it can take over again.

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.
Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 40 : The Truth is…

OCD tells me I’m a fraud, depression believes him, and anxiety worries that people will discover I’m a fraud and hate me.

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 39 : The Truth is…

I am finding myself so sick of just “carrying on”. Life has to be more than that…right?

I feel like I am constantly trying to just survive, to just get through the day.

It’s exhausting.

It’s a terrible way to live.

But it’s the only way I know. Because when life is hard, when nothing seems right, when you can’t find joy or happiness, you just push through right?

Because someday it will make sense…

Sounds like a load of…

But then again, if I just keep moving, maybe I will stumble upon something great…Maybe.

 

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 37 : The Truth is…

I want to be a social person, so I make plans but then immediately regret it.

 

I just recently locked myself in to a two day social event in April….so now I have a month and a half to worry and fret and regret. Why do I do this myself?

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 28 : The Truth is…

If it’s just going to be the same thing, if the struggle won’t go away, if I have to work 5 times as hard just to get through….what’s the point?

 

 

 

 

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“The truth is” – A daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 27 : The Truth is…

 

 

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“The truth is” – A daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 25 : The Truth is…

Sundays are always hard for me.

Sunday is the day I have to force myself to go to church, a place I used to feel so comfortable. Now my OCD has me so confused. It latches on to normal doubt and makes it feel so real. I have to fight the voices/thoughts and pretend everything is ok.

I am a fraud.

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“The truth is” – A daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 20 : The Truth is… Once in a while – A #Poem

Once in a while

I feel the need to escape

I want crawl out of my skin

and become something else

roam the wild

see what there is to see

be something different

if only for a little while

a break from being me

 

© Caitlin Gramley

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This was written in response to two prompts: Quadrille #96: Wild Monday and Christine’s Daily Writing Prompt: Once

 

 

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“The truth is” –  A daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

 

 

Day 19 : The Truth is…

Lately, “FRUSTRATED” has been the only adjective to describe my daily state-of-being…

 

 

 

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“The truth is” –  A daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.