I Hate Being a Mom…Sometimes.

So I did it…I crawled out of my comfort zone and shared some of my deepest feelings about motherhood…in a vlog…for EVERYONE to see…!!

Why?

Because I feel I needed to be honest for myself and for other moms who might be feeling the same way.

I fell guilty sometimes because social media and society paints this picture of motherhood that is unrealistic. And while I do love being a mom most of the time… sometimes I hate it…and then I feel guilty and ashamed.

I want other moms who might feel this way to know that you are not alone and it’s ok if you don’t love motherhood all the time.

So here it is…check it out.

Day 44 : The Truth is…

 

With all the schools shutting down and large events being cancelled, now seems like the perfect time to fulfill my dream of living like a cat. If you need me, I’ll be lying on the floor in the sun taking naps.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.
Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 43 : The Truth is…

I’m drowning….

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.
Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 42 : The Truth is…

No matter the strides I make to be well, eating right, exercise, self care, church, etc. I still have this looming darkness hovering in the distance just biding it’s time until it can take over again.

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.
Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 41 : The Truth is…

 

 

 

 

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.
Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 40 : The Truth is…

OCD tells me I’m a fraud, depression believes him, and anxiety worries that people will discover I’m a fraud and hate me.

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 39 : The Truth is…

I am finding myself so sick of just “carrying on”. Life has to be more than that…right?

I feel like I am constantly trying to just survive, to just get through the day.

It’s exhausting.

It’s a terrible way to live.

But it’s the only way I know. Because when life is hard, when nothing seems right, when you can’t find joy or happiness, you just push through right?

Because someday it will make sense…

Sounds like a load of…

But then again, if I just keep moving, maybe I will stumble upon something great…Maybe.

 

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

Day 38 : The Truth is…

It’s always about butts, poop, or other body parts/fluids in this house. It’s like its ingrained into boys DNA.

 

 

 

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.

 

 

 

 

 

Day 37 : The Truth is…

I want to be a social person, so I make plans but then immediately regret it.

 

I just recently locked myself in to a two day social event in April….so now I have a month and a half to worry and fret and regret. Why do I do this myself?

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“The truth is” – An (almost) daily post where I share a truth. It could be something personal, it could be something funny, or something totally random…you never know what you are going to get.

Sometimes I just feel like putting things out there…and here seemed like the best place to do it.